Calm

I feel much better today, calm and able
to keep all my fears of the future at bay.
Life goes so much better it you don't
listen to that old ego voice. I try hard
to listen to spirit, but sometimes it
gets a bit confusing as to who's voice
I am hearing, spirit or ego. Most of the
time it is obvious, spirit is calm and loving,
and ego is not. However, I have found once
in a while that crafty ego likes to fool you
and tell you what you want to hear. It gets
a bit chaotic in there with all those voices
giving guidance :-). If any of you have any
advice on how to best tell the difference please
let me know. I have been working on this for
thirty years and it still hangs me up. But, today
I am doing well.