Monday, December 17, 2007

Back to real life

Well, he is gone. Back home. I have
a lot to process and so does he. We had
a lovely time and it was so great to be
together again. We both had a bunch of
fears and doubts come up and of course
that would all be so much easier to deal
with if we lived in the same place. We were
both putting a lot of pressure on ourselves
to make a decision now. The good thing is
we could talk about all of our fears together.
In the past we would not have. That is a big
improvement. I am so sad he is not here.
I can't help it, I miss him. We both have a
lot to think about and neither one of us knows
what will happen. All we know for sure is that
we love one another.
I also know that doubts and fears do not
come from source, they come from ego.
So, I for one, am going to work hard on not
listening to those hideous voices any longer.
When will we ever learn :-).

1 comment:

Maryam in Marrakesh said...

Hope you are doing okay and the processing is not too, too painful. I love circles, too. Life is full of them and they are a very whole and full shape.