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Friday, March 19, 2010

I thought it was Spring!

When I left my house this morning it was nice and sunny and I wore a little sweatshirt hoodie, then this afternoon it started to snow, and has not stopped. I took photos, but I haven't the energy to load them off my camera. This has been a hard week, much work and no play and I still don't feel good, I am very cranky. However, I have learned a lot and I realized why I am so cranky and angry. First I did not do right by myself on my birthday, I should have taken it off and treated myself better, live and learn :-). Also I decided to forget about the gallery I told you all about, I decided that today. I realized that even though the owner loves my work, he is a scared cat and is afraid to take a risk, for whatever reasons. He has been like a lover who never calls and yet, you keep after him, hoping and praying. I let go of the man I loved over a year ago for the same reason, and now I figured out I was doing the same thing with the gallery. I don't have that kind of time anymore. I want to learn from my mistakes, not keep making them. I am also dedicated to making time for more fun! So even though this has been a rough week (and it is not over yet, I am working all weekend), and I am tired, I am grateful for all I have learned :-). What did you learn this week?
XOXO

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

You can redo your birthday any day. The day shouldn't matter. Your friend died. You are normal to be cranky and angry. You are still lovely. ps that candle flame is kinda weird...it isn't fully loading anymore so it is just the flame, no candle, and it flickers. I think someone is saying hello.


Victoria

Teri and the cats of Furrydance said...

I learned that I can again listen to music, and dance...even if it is by myself...

kj said...

i learned people like you inspire me.

and i learned 'it' wasn't my fault.

and i learned victoria has the right idea: celebrate your birthday.


kj

when fame pulls you on stage, don't forget who taught you the hearts... :)

Annie said...

Vic-Thanks :-).Love.xoxo
Terri-That is a wonderful thing to know. xoxo
Kj-Ahhh. I love you, and as for redoing the birthday, it just is not the same...

Kate P said...

Good lessons, all of them. I learned I tend to have unrealistic expectations when I start new things, and I set myself up for being really frustrated when I do that.

Belated birthday wishes. . . maybe the day wasn't what you wanted (mine is almost always a letdown), but I wish you a wonderful year full of happiness and good health.

Anonymous said...

Well, redoing it may not be the same...but it does work...if you let it. :-) Come on...you can make any day special.


Victoria

sukipoet said...

or make it a birthday MONTH.

Extra Ordinary Me said...

I agree with Victoria... you can redo your birthday if you need to! :-)

Whitemist said...

I learned much from you! In all the trouble and grief, I learned of love. It still exists, thank you!

Annie said...

KateP-Having too high expectations is better than having too low. Me I just don't expect :-).
Vic&EOM-Yes, I have special days all the time, but my birthday is on one day and one day only :-). xoxo
Suki-Now,that is an idea I can get behind :-).
Joey-Thank you! xoxo

kj said...

now ms annie, why must you be so rigid about the one day only rule?

this one year can't you lighten up and treat yourself to a birthday day all your own?

victoria is a wise woman. listen to her.

hee hee, i know you won't.

but i'm giving it my best shot.

happy birthday birthday girl

love
kj

Melanie said...

Hugs Annie, sorry to hear you are feeling so low. Understandable.

Yes brush the cobwebs from your life and embrace the new. Give yourself a special reward for all the hard work this week. Find your joy again hun- it is still there under the surface.

LOL yes I do sleep. Got loads of crafting to share later today. :-)

Annie said...

Kj-He He :-). No I won't, but I am thinking about of making March a birthday month, which means I have some more days to play with :-).
Melanie-Send me some of your energy!Love, x0x0x

Robin said...

Okay everyone....as a "belated birthday gift" to Annie, we need your help in finding a way for her to create those ♥♥♥'s... KJ has tried and I have tried....but Annie's pc refuses to cooperate...
(I am thinking that KJ's Emily has corrupted Annie's pc.....ha-ha!)

Anyway, please leave suggestions...
(I have tried "Alt and 3"..but Annie says it doesn't work....

Help! Annie is a girl who "needs" those hearts!

♥ Robin ♥