He is at peace.
I took him this evening
and he went peacefully.
I sang, row, row row your boat.
I gave him an hour outside,
and lots of cheese and treats,
before we went. I miss him
so much, but I am happy
he is in the joyful place he is, instead of here, in pain.
Thank you all for your kind words and advice, it helps a lot.
It also helps to have my 3 boys here with me.
I love you B.