Sad, but happy

This photo is my attempt to capture a sunset here
in New Mexico. We have the most wonderful sunsets
in the world, but you will have to go here to see them.
My friend Geraint takes the best sunset photos ever.
Of course he has a real camera with fancy lens' and stuff.
Do I sound jealous? Well, I am just a tiny bit, yes :-).
I am feeling a wee bit down these days. As detached as
I am from Mr. B it still makes me sad that things are not
going well. It is a lot him and a lot me and I think really
the main thing is that we are not in the same city. I also
have some issues and confusions as much as he does, but
I am more willing to take a risk and ignore my doubts than
he is. We are taking a little time away from each other and
I miss him, but it is probably for the best. Actually I feel
that everything that happens, no matter how it looks, or
feels is always for our best. I know that many would disagree
and even get angry at that thought, but is is just how I believe
and it gets me through a lot of crap :-). Makes me happier to
believe it than not. Have a wonderful day everyone.